1 00:00:11,920 --> 00:00:16,120 Mama always said, most people don't know what an apology is. 2 00:00:17,360 --> 00:00:23,220 That for most people, I'm sorry is just another substitute for saying, shut up. 3 00:00:23,720 --> 00:00:27,860 Another way of saying, can we please just move on and forget about the city 4 00:00:27,860 --> 00:00:28,860 thing I did. 5 00:00:30,060 --> 00:00:34,500 But a real apology is a contract, a promise you'll do better. 6 00:00:35,700 --> 00:00:37,920 That you won't make the same mistake again. 7 00:00:40,720 --> 00:00:45,920 Mama was Catholic, born and raised, like her mama and her mama before her. 8 00:00:46,700 --> 00:00:48,760 Everyone messes up, she always said. 9 00:00:49,540 --> 00:00:51,800 Everyone sins, and that's okay. 10 00:00:53,680 --> 00:00:59,380 So long as you own up and apologize, so long as you make a contract with God 11 00:00:59,380 --> 00:01:04,840 through confession, and you mean it, really mean it. 12 00:01:07,120 --> 00:01:08,940 We live in an age... 13 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:11,300 Of unprecedented. 14 00:01:11,980 --> 00:01:13,220 Temptation. 15 00:01:14,900 --> 00:01:18,800 Everywhere you turn. Everywhere you look. 16 00:01:20,300 --> 00:01:22,300 It's inescapable. 17 00:01:28,800 --> 00:01:30,480 Thanks to them. 18 00:01:34,780 --> 00:01:37,740 The devil's mirror. 19 00:01:39,530 --> 00:01:44,970 Digital adultery, grotesque fornication are only just a 20 00:01:44,970 --> 00:01:47,370 swipe away. 21 00:01:49,850 --> 00:01:52,670 And you're always alone with it. 22 00:01:52,910 --> 00:01:55,530 There's no accountability. 23 00:02:01,210 --> 00:02:06,930 The moment of 24 00:02:06,930 --> 00:02:08,470 weakness. 25 00:02:09,740 --> 00:02:16,620 And we are a servant to the digital pen who doesn't even charge you 26 00:02:16,620 --> 00:02:22,600 to watch the horrors it inflicts on its victims. 27 00:02:24,880 --> 00:02:31,800 Teaching the young and the impressionable that virginity 28 00:02:31,800 --> 00:02:33,240 is a joke. 29 00:02:37,630 --> 00:02:38,630 It's not. 30 00:02:39,710 --> 00:02:41,150 It's a treasure. 31 00:02:43,170 --> 00:02:45,490 And it's not just pornography. 32 00:02:49,750 --> 00:02:56,690 Social media has replaced our human 33 00:02:56,690 --> 00:02:57,710 connection. 34 00:02:59,530 --> 00:03:02,850 Our sense of community. 35 00:03:05,040 --> 00:03:09,000 Instead of talking to your neighbors. Instead of striking up a conversation 36 00:03:09,000 --> 00:03:10,060 a stranger on the street. 37 00:03:10,320 --> 00:03:15,180 We endlessly like and swipe. 38 00:03:15,900 --> 00:03:19,320 Like and swipe and like and swipe. 39 00:03:20,560 --> 00:03:22,160 There's a beauty to confession. 40 00:03:23,080 --> 00:03:25,960 It's a chance to own up. To apologize. 41 00:03:26,560 --> 00:03:31,260 Really apologize. And make a contract with God. That you'll do better. 42 00:03:32,220 --> 00:03:34,060 But some people never change. 43 00:03:34,860 --> 00:03:40,300 For some people, confession is a way to shut up their own guilt so they can 44 00:03:40,300 --> 00:03:45,540 carry on with their life, confident that their sins have been forgiven. 45 00:03:51,300 --> 00:03:52,580 Mom is dead now. 46 00:03:55,460 --> 00:04:01,820 I know she's watching, and I hope she forgives me for what I'm about to do. 47 00:04:05,640 --> 00:04:08,720 Even though... I'm not sorry. 48 00:04:11,700 --> 00:04:18,620 But he... He will be. 49 00:04:23,760 --> 00:04:24,880 Just a 50 00:04:24,880 --> 00:04:34,740 moment. 51 00:04:41,200 --> 00:04:43,160 Just finishing my prayer, have patience. 52 00:04:58,580 --> 00:05:00,780 Um, come in. 53 00:05:04,460 --> 00:05:05,460 Hi, Rob. 54 00:05:07,520 --> 00:05:08,920 Sorry to bother you. 55 00:05:10,160 --> 00:05:12,020 Yeah, it fell, didn't it? Yes. 56 00:05:12,240 --> 00:05:16,920 I wanted to talk to you about something important. 57 00:05:17,320 --> 00:05:24,140 I know I'm new to your church, but I need to 58 00:05:24,140 --> 00:05:25,400 know that I can trust you. 59 00:05:26,120 --> 00:05:27,120 Of course. 60 00:05:27,900 --> 00:05:33,780 Whatever is said within these walls is between you, me, and God. 61 00:05:37,120 --> 00:05:38,700 I've been having a lot of 62 00:05:40,809 --> 00:05:42,730 Feelings about things. 63 00:05:44,430 --> 00:05:45,690 Temptations, you may say. 64 00:05:46,730 --> 00:05:47,730 Okay. 65 00:05:48,350 --> 00:05:49,450 How old are you? 66 00:05:49,670 --> 00:05:51,970 I'm 20. I'm just a junior in college. 67 00:05:52,470 --> 00:05:53,470 Ah. 68 00:05:53,530 --> 00:05:56,610 A challenging time for temptations indeed. 69 00:05:58,550 --> 00:06:04,370 Look, there's a lot of peer pressure you're going to be pulled into and a lot 70 00:06:04,370 --> 00:06:09,090 number of vices, but look, temptation is a part of life. 71 00:06:09,710 --> 00:06:13,770 It's what we do with those feelings that define our path. 72 00:06:18,250 --> 00:06:22,170 You know, I don't drink. I don't do drugs. 73 00:06:22,910 --> 00:06:24,390 I don't have sex. 74 00:06:30,510 --> 00:06:37,030 Well, the church teaches us to seek strength through... 75 00:06:37,870 --> 00:06:44,730 Prayer and penance redirect our energy into faith and 76 00:06:44,730 --> 00:06:49,650 service. It's not easy, Belle, but it's a path towards grace. 77 00:06:50,850 --> 00:06:52,650 But what if that's not enough? 78 00:06:53,590 --> 00:07:00,130 Hmm. Let me try again, Belle. We all struggle, but we don't let struggle 79 00:07:00,130 --> 00:07:01,950 our purpose. 80 00:07:03,910 --> 00:07:05,250 Your virginity. 81 00:07:06,440 --> 00:07:07,840 Is a precious treasure. 82 00:07:10,140 --> 00:07:12,920 Virginity is a reflection of the biblical Mary. 83 00:07:13,220 --> 00:07:15,480 Her purity. Her divine role. 84 00:07:17,300 --> 00:07:19,960 But wasn't Mary married to Joseph? 85 00:07:22,940 --> 00:07:24,780 They didn't, you know. 86 00:07:27,340 --> 00:07:34,140 Her situation was unique. Meant to support her divine mission. Not a 87 00:07:34,140 --> 00:07:35,220 standard for all. 88 00:07:36,910 --> 00:07:40,430 I just think it's a little confusing, you know. 89 00:07:41,370 --> 00:07:47,370 Jesus, he hung out with thieves and prostitutes. 90 00:07:48,330 --> 00:07:50,070 Him and Mary were pretty tight. 91 00:07:51,050 --> 00:07:54,450 You don't think they ever, you know, had sex? 92 00:07:57,370 --> 00:08:02,730 He showed him a path to grace, not a path through his bedchamber. 93 00:08:03,470 --> 00:08:04,770 It was about redemption. 94 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:08,900 Even for those most shunned by society. 95 00:08:12,620 --> 00:08:19,520 But, insisting on virginity, don't you think it's an old relic from the 96 00:08:19,520 --> 00:08:22,220 pack? Back then it made sense. 97 00:08:23,520 --> 00:08:26,940 A woman didn't have any rights, birth control. 98 00:08:28,100 --> 00:08:29,460 She needed him. 99 00:08:30,260 --> 00:08:32,179 Because otherwise she'd be screwed. 100 00:08:32,460 --> 00:08:33,460 Right? 101 00:08:37,799 --> 00:08:44,000 It's more than just old rules and the reality of women's circumstances and 102 00:08:44,000 --> 00:08:47,820 how they were treated in most of history. 103 00:08:48,100 --> 00:08:52,520 It's about seeing sex as sacred, not just safe. 104 00:08:54,840 --> 00:09:01,220 But if it's with someone you love, shouldn't you test the waters? 105 00:09:02,700 --> 00:09:05,900 Shouldn't a woman know her man can meet? 106 00:09:06,760 --> 00:09:09,260 All of her needs. And vice versa. 107 00:09:13,340 --> 00:09:15,440 True love waits, Belle. 108 00:09:16,960 --> 00:09:23,400 There's no need. It doesn't need to be rushed into physical or trial. 109 00:09:25,280 --> 00:09:29,320 Were you always so patient even before you became a priest? 110 00:09:31,800 --> 00:09:35,300 I wasn't always perfect. 111 00:09:37,870 --> 00:09:39,710 But I chose a new path. 112 00:09:42,330 --> 00:09:48,510 You know, all the other girls in college talk about doing it in, 113 00:09:48,610 --> 00:09:50,650 you know, the other place. 114 00:09:52,430 --> 00:09:53,550 The other place? 115 00:09:54,010 --> 00:09:55,010 The bottom. 116 00:09:56,290 --> 00:10:01,170 Oh, I think, yes, I've heard of the other place. 117 00:10:04,990 --> 00:10:05,990 Is it? 118 00:10:07,130 --> 00:10:09,070 much worse than sin? 119 00:10:10,330 --> 00:10:12,670 Is it still keeping their truth? 120 00:10:15,390 --> 00:10:22,250 Well, I mean, um, God forgives if you seek 121 00:10:22,250 --> 00:10:23,250 it. 122 00:10:23,370 --> 00:10:24,670 It's just sin. 123 00:10:26,210 --> 00:10:28,070 Well, what's worse than the sin? 124 00:10:28,510 --> 00:10:29,650 Smoking a cigarette? 125 00:10:29,910 --> 00:10:31,650 Or smoking other things? 126 00:10:34,030 --> 00:10:35,650 The cigarette, of course. 127 00:10:40,040 --> 00:10:43,800 then isn't the same effect by a stranger. 128 00:10:45,360 --> 00:10:51,220 A man sees me and only loves me for my body. A good, 129 00:10:51,360 --> 00:10:58,220 godly man sees beauty beyond my physical appearance, my 130 00:10:58,220 --> 00:10:59,960 soul, my heart. 131 00:11:01,980 --> 00:11:05,040 Yes, but not by much. 132 00:11:05,820 --> 00:11:08,380 The other day when you gave me communion, 133 00:11:09,420 --> 00:11:10,700 I felt your desire. 134 00:11:11,220 --> 00:11:14,360 I felt your finger lingering on my tongue. 135 00:11:15,220 --> 00:11:17,600 I tasted his mouth. 136 00:11:22,920 --> 00:11:29,580 No, I... But it's okay, history 137 00:11:29,580 --> 00:11:30,600 just needs one. 138 00:11:31,220 --> 00:11:33,060 God will forgive us, right? 139 00:12:10,880 --> 00:12:11,920 Please stand there. 140 00:13:33,420 --> 00:13:34,420 Mm -hmm. 141 00:22:01,200 --> 00:22:02,200 You do, Father. 142 00:22:02,220 --> 00:22:03,220 I trust you. 143 00:28:14,260 --> 00:28:16,380 Yes, yes, yes, yes. 144 00:28:17,480 --> 00:28:18,660 Yes, yes, yes. 145 00:28:20,100 --> 00:28:21,100 Oh. 146 00:28:22,800 --> 00:28:27,900 Oh, you've got to get out of these boots. Why don't you take your time? 147 00:29:42,580 --> 00:29:44,020 Is that what you want? 148 00:29:44,340 --> 00:29:45,340 Yes. 149 00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:51,480 As long as we seek it, she will forgive us. 150 00:31:18,670 --> 00:31:20,630 This is so good. 151 00:31:21,030 --> 00:31:22,370 Yeah, it does? 152 00:31:22,950 --> 00:31:23,950 Yeah. 153 00:31:24,370 --> 00:31:26,170 Yeah, it does. Yes. 154 00:31:27,530 --> 00:31:33,770 Thank you, Father. Thank you for helping my aunt and helping me keep my true 155 00:31:33,770 --> 00:31:34,990 faith for today. 156 00:31:37,590 --> 00:31:41,090 Yes. Of course I want to do that for you. 157 00:31:41,410 --> 00:31:43,470 I just want you to be happy. 158 00:31:44,210 --> 00:31:46,550 I know that you're safe here. 159 00:31:48,040 --> 00:31:49,040 Excuse me. 160 00:32:23,210 --> 00:32:24,210 Ugh. 161 00:33:36,709 --> 00:33:38,710 I love it though. 162 00:34:09,389 --> 00:34:10,469 I'm closer to hell. 163 00:34:11,790 --> 00:34:17,409 Yes, I do. I actually do. Yes, yes, yes, yes. 164 00:34:18,850 --> 00:34:19,649 Oh, 165 00:34:19,650 --> 00:34:26,690 fuck 166 00:34:26,690 --> 00:34:28,570 yes. 167 00:35:08,750 --> 00:35:09,750 Oh. 168 00:36:52,430 --> 00:36:54,450 Yes, yes, yes. 169 00:36:54,930 --> 00:36:57,850 Yes, yes, yes. 170 00:36:58,950 --> 00:37:01,190 Yes, yes, yes. 171 00:37:02,470 --> 00:37:03,550 Oh, 172 00:37:06,830 --> 00:37:08,310 my. 173 00:37:09,630 --> 00:37:10,710 Fuck. 174 00:37:11,970 --> 00:37:13,050 Fuck. 175 00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:24,920 Thank you. 176 00:39:03,210 --> 00:39:04,210 I still get rid of it. 177 00:40:11,470 --> 00:40:12,470 of this one 178 00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:36,960 Thank you, Father. Thank you, Father. 179 00:41:37,280 --> 00:41:44,180 Thank you, 180 00:41:44,180 --> 00:41:45,180 Father. 181 00:42:55,500 --> 00:42:56,500 bit further. 182 00:43:35,870 --> 00:43:39,110 yes it is father yes it is 183 00:44:12,140 --> 00:44:13,500 Yes, yes, yes. 184 00:44:53,290 --> 00:44:54,290 Is that good? 185 00:44:54,370 --> 00:44:55,370 Just a second. 186 00:44:55,770 --> 00:44:57,270 Just... Oh, 187 00:44:58,170 --> 00:45:00,130 fuck. Yes, yes, yes. 188 00:45:01,150 --> 00:45:02,150 Oh. 189 00:45:04,750 --> 00:45:05,750 Fuck. 190 00:45:07,990 --> 00:45:09,210 Oh, fuck. 191 00:45:10,930 --> 00:45:15,330 Oh, my God. 192 00:45:16,350 --> 00:45:17,730 More, more, more. 193 00:45:31,620 --> 00:45:33,640 Oh, fuck. Oh, 194 00:45:35,480 --> 00:45:43,900 fuck, 195 00:45:44,120 --> 00:45:45,120 yeah. 196 00:45:47,280 --> 00:45:48,320 Oh, 197 00:45:51,020 --> 00:45:52,760 fuck. 198 00:45:54,500 --> 00:45:56,800 Yes, yes, yes. 199 00:46:05,930 --> 00:46:06,930 You sinner. 200 00:46:07,210 --> 00:46:08,210 No. 201 00:46:09,230 --> 00:46:12,170 I'm not the only sinner in this room, then, Father. 202 00:46:12,910 --> 00:46:15,630 Believe that God will always forgive. 203 00:46:16,210 --> 00:46:16,988 He will. 204 00:46:16,990 --> 00:46:19,370 So don't call me a sinner then, Father. 205 00:46:20,490 --> 00:46:21,490 You're right. 206 00:46:21,870 --> 00:46:23,850 I'm always right. 207 00:47:12,300 --> 00:47:13,300 Thank you. 208 00:48:05,580 --> 00:48:06,580 Yes, yes, yes. 209 00:48:06,920 --> 00:48:08,680 It's so fucking good. 210 00:48:09,000 --> 00:48:10,000 Yeah? 211 00:48:11,620 --> 00:48:12,620 Fuck. 212 00:49:32,140 --> 00:49:33,380 I want your full blessing. 213 00:49:34,900 --> 00:49:39,380 I want 214 00:49:39,380 --> 00:49:46,240 it right in my mouth, 215 00:49:46,280 --> 00:49:47,280 Father. 216 00:49:47,300 --> 00:49:52,840 Right in my mouth. I want your full blessing right in my fucking mouth, 217 00:49:56,000 --> 00:49:59,020 Yes, Father, give it to me. Give me your blessing. 218 00:50:00,680 --> 00:50:01,720 right in my mouth. 219 00:50:02,060 --> 00:50:04,920 Father, right in my fucking mouth. 220 00:50:07,820 --> 00:50:08,940 Give it to me, Father. 221 00:50:10,100 --> 00:50:13,320 Give it to me, Father. 222 00:50:48,620 --> 00:50:49,620 Thank you, Father. 223 00:50:49,920 --> 00:50:51,440 Thank you for your blessing. 224 00:50:52,860 --> 00:50:54,200 No, thank you, Papa. 225 00:51:00,620 --> 00:51:07,600 We should get your office cleaned up so it actually stays between you and God. 226 00:51:07,940 --> 00:51:08,940 All right. 227 00:51:10,420 --> 00:51:12,180 Here's your underwear. Thank you. 228 00:52:03,880 --> 00:52:05,200 You should go and pray. 229 00:52:05,980 --> 00:52:09,380 And I need to do some praying myself. 230 00:52:10,600 --> 00:52:12,380 You don't remember me, do you? 231 00:52:13,920 --> 00:52:15,340 Mama was a good woman. 232 00:52:15,600 --> 00:52:17,740 She worked a double shift at the hospital. 233 00:52:18,260 --> 00:52:19,620 She helps people. 234 00:52:19,920 --> 00:52:21,920 She really helps people. 235 00:52:22,500 --> 00:52:25,540 Only piece of shit hypocrite like you. 236 00:52:27,780 --> 00:52:29,560 Your driving killed her. 237 00:52:31,100 --> 00:52:32,540 She was a good woman. 238 00:52:33,960 --> 00:52:34,839 She was. 239 00:52:34,840 --> 00:52:39,680 Here you are. A priest abusing his powers, his connections. 240 00:52:40,620 --> 00:52:42,640 Fucking a 20 -year -old virgin. 241 00:52:44,160 --> 00:52:47,400 Didn't even get a fucking slap on the wrist for it. 242 00:52:48,420 --> 00:52:49,420 You. 243 00:52:50,240 --> 00:52:51,240 You. 244 00:52:54,300 --> 00:52:59,660 You should leave. 245 00:53:00,740 --> 00:53:02,060 You should go. 246 00:53:04,880 --> 00:53:06,020 God help you. 247 00:53:06,840 --> 00:53:08,100 God help me? 248 00:53:09,900 --> 00:53:14,360 I don't think you're in any position speaking on behalf of God. 249 00:53:16,240 --> 00:53:17,240 What's worse? 250 00:53:17,600 --> 00:53:19,960 A hypocrite piece of shit like you? 251 00:53:20,740 --> 00:53:22,400 Or a 20 -year -old whore? 252 00:53:28,580 --> 00:53:30,420 No one's going to believe you. 253 00:53:30,780 --> 00:53:31,780 Some will. 254 00:53:48,840 --> 00:53:53,460 And there he fucking is. The mask finally comes off. 255 00:53:54,600 --> 00:53:59,220 I think God's going to have a really hard time minding this one. 256 00:53:59,760 --> 00:54:02,440 That even fucking matters to you anyway.